On Hunger
Stabilisation as a way
One cannot simply release hunger, Aet’Aher. Not in this density.
You live in your highly tuned body, oblivious to what it feels like for them. I was born into a human body. It was taken from me.
I grew to lust after revenge and forgiveness. I know how to feel human hunger. I cultivated it and divided it into thousands. I watched the faces of my hunger be bound to my will, sculpting my body. I released them all when I died again. But the release did not work.
I waited to be forgotten, to be dissolved and purified. And while I waited, I heard them. Thousands, tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands.
All of them starving for being seen, being defined, begging for love.
Nothing can release hunger; only stabilization is possible. This is what I do.
-Aryat
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